Eric got to feel Baby Boy kick for the first time last night.  As soon as it happened, he jerked his hand back and told me it freaked him out.  He said he's glad I'm the pregnant one.

Baby Boy, your Daddy was the same way when I was pregnant with Maddie.  It's not just you.  ;)

19 Week Update

Size of baby: Baby T weighs 8.5 ounces and is 6 inches long from head to bottom, about the size of a turkey sub from Subway.

Total weight gain/loss: +8.5 pounds, right on track.

Maternity clothes:  Still avoiding maternity clothes.  I don't know how he positioned himself today, but if I really wanted to I could have forgone the BeBand and buttoned my regular jeans.

Gender:  Boy!  Talk about a surprise for us.

Movement:  He's moving more and more all the time and I love it!

Sleep:  Better than it was a couple of weeks ago.  I still haven't bought a body pillow, but I am using a king-size pillow and that seems to be helping.

What I miss:  Not worrying about what I eat and how it will affect the baby, and Maddie being able to sit comfortably on my lap.

Cravings:   Still way too many sweets.  I plan to cut back on them starting tomorrow, especially after seeing my most recent sudden weight gain.  Yikes!

How I'm feeling: I've begun to occasionally feel like I have some pulled muscles, but I'm pretty sure it's just from my body making room for this little one.

Highlight of the week:  Finding out that we are going to have a little boy!

19 weeks
P.S. Ignore the fact that I'm glowing.  It was really sunny today.

*Update:  Had my 19 week appointment today.  Everything from the anatomy scan looked good.  Baby Boy is measuring on target and had a heartbeat around 160 bpm.  Maddie went to this appointment and got to hear her brother's heartbeat.  :)

On Saturday Eric and I went with my parents to the Baylor versus Arkansas baseball game.  It was hot.  Way hot.  I left after two hours to go shopping.  Baylor won.  I bought some shoes.  All was well.

No, I don't always pose with my hand on my hip. . . apparently just when I'm pregnant.  ;)

Just saw Baby Boy move from the outside of my belly.  I don't know if that even makes any sense, but it was pretty exciting.  :)

A little over two years ago we found out that Eric had a giant cell tumor in the head of his femur.  A surgery was quickly scheduled to have the tumor removed.  Eric recovered quickly, has been relatively pain free, and seems to be pretty proud of the metal collection he has in his hip.

A couple of months ago at his two year follow-up his doctor noticed that something was once again happening at the same location in his femur.  The concern was that either the giant cell tumor had returned or some of the bone had died.  Yesterday Eric had another round of x-rays done to see if there had been any growth.  They showed no change.  If it had been a giant cell tumor, the doctor would have expected to see growth.  Dr. W still hasn't completely ruled out the tumor as a possibility, but he is definitely thinking it looks more like bone death.

Something to know about bone death is that after the initial insult that causes the death, the area remains static.  Therefore there is no anticipation that this area in his femur will grow.  Sounds good, right?  BUT, the bone tissue in the damaged spot will continue to soften.  It could likely soften to the point that the head of Eric's femur collapses.  If this happens he will have to have a hip replacement which would put a limit on him physically for the rest of his life.  Plus, hip replacements don't last forever.

So Eric has a couple of options: 

1. He can continue to have the area monitored by x-rays every few months.  I believe this is mainly to watch for growth, indicating that it is the tumor and not bone death.  If at any point he experiences pain in his hip he would need to go in to see if the head has collapsed.  There is no guarantee that it will collapse, but there is not guarantee that it won't.
2. He can opt for surgery now in an effort to prevent a collapse and save his hip.  It would require removal of some of the metal and all of the bone cement that is in there from the last surgery.  You can imagine how difficult it would be to remove cement and evidently it's trickier in the top of the femur (as opposed to around the knee joint) since the area to work in is narrower.  If something does not go as planned during the surgery, Eric would be sewn up, given the opportunity to recover, and then talks would begin about a hip replacement.

As of now surgery seems like the best option.  It beats living in fear that the head could collapse.  The biggest issue for me with the surgery is that it is not routine.  You have to understand that Eric is literally "one in a million" for simply having had a giant cell tumor.  Then he's even more unique for having had it in the upper part of his femur.  It usually occurs around knee joints.  His doctor is amazing, but admits that he has concerns about the difficulty of removing the cement in this next surgery.  He says if Eric opts for surgery he will do everything he can to save his hip.

Please pray for us as we make the decision whether or not to go ahead with the surgery.  Eric's doctor is giving us all of the information he has and leaving the ultimate decision up to us.

Yesterday was the anatomy scan for Baby T #2.  On the way to the hospital I told Eric that I was happy to get to see the baby, but I wasn't experiencing the anticipation I had with Maddie's anatomy scan since I already knew this baby was a girl.

After the tech finished taking all of the necessary pictures for the doctor, she called Eric into the room.  She took her time showing us many different images of Baby T #2:  the beating heart, a variety of organs, the umbilical cord attachment and blood flow, arms, legs, etc.  Finally it was time to confirm that I was right about the baby's gender.  The tech pulled the image up on the screen and asked me to take a look and make a guess.  I could not believe what I was seeing!  Was it really a boy?!

baby boy was facing my back, so this is the best profile the tech could get

I don't know how long it took me to get over the shock that this little baby I've been carrying around isn't a girl.  I think I am still trying to get used to the idea.  It's not so much that I would I have preferred a girl, but everything about this pregnancy has seemed so much like my last one that it never crossed my mind that this could be a boy.

Later that evening Eric and I invited our parents and Carol to a local park where we released blue balloons to reveal that Baby T #2 is a boy.

Now if only I could get Maddie to stop correcting me with "sister" everytime I tell her she's going to have a baby brother.

Well 50% of you were right!  Baby T #2 is a boy!  More to come tomorrow.